I saw your pet today
He sat alone
In his cage
Attempting to block out
The world
I saw your pet today
Finding out his sad story
That five long years ago
You dropped him off here
Wishing him the best of luck
I saw your pet every day
As I waited to take him home
And give him the life
He deserved
One you didn't offer
I saw your pet every day
And wondered what made
You give him up
Why you would break
Your promise
I loved him the best I could
Though I could tell
He didn't return
The feelings
I held for him
I loved him the best I could
But I knew all he wanted
Was you
The owner he had
For so many years
He let me in today
The
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
That I only could offer
Up my love to you
I see now that it never
Stood a chance against
All of their money
I’m sorry
That I promised you
My constant devotion
How silly
Of me not to realize
You wanted to have fun
I’m sorry
That I made you dinner
Each night
How inconsiderate
Of me to forget
Your plans with her
I’m sorry
That I bared
Three of your children
I should have known
You would prefer
Me to stay fit
I hope your happy now
That your decision
Will never cause you torment
I hope your happy now
And will be so
When the money is spent
And the years take their toll
On her
Kane opened up bleary eyes at the sound of the barn doors being opened, and cool spring morning air drifted all the way to her stall. She blinked a couple times in confusion to her surroundings before everything quickly came back to her in a rush. She escaped from the whitecoats and had wandered around for a while before finding a stable to rest for the night. Now the moment came for her to decide.
Kane flicked her ears back in thought, should she stay here or move on? True, the likely hood of her being found here by the Erasers was slim to none and the life would be easy but she couldn’t help but feel anxious to press on and not stay
The Story of Kane Chapter 2 by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Chapter 2
Kane’s eyes fluttered open as a breeze ruffled the leaves of the tree she was sitting under. The sun that had been blocked for so long by the thick foliage, suddenly poured down on her and then disappeared from view once more as the branches fell back into place and the leaves covered the sun above her once more. She yawned and stretched her arms feeling only a slight ting of pain on the back of her neck. Standing she looked around her wondering where she could possibly be.
Nothing looked familiar, though she didn’t know what she should be looking for to begin with. She had never been able to get outside the school. And now that
A single tear
That’s all you get
It’s all I can afford
One memory
That’s all I’ll keep
The one that I adore
After this
I’ll lock away
All my fantasies of you and me
Did you ever consider
All the pain and suffering
I’d have to endure
The looks, the whisperings
From those people
Who think it’s all true
I wish
I need
You to be here
Three seconds
That’s all I’ll give myself
Before I turn and leave it all
One
The rain pours on
Showing no sign of relent
Two
She cries for her son
And the spilling of my blood
Three
I grit my teeth
And prepare for what’s to come
I turn and leave
Follow me
There is no reason to walk alone
When we walk the same path
A long and lonely path
Down the path to destruction
Hurry up
We need to get moving
There is no time to lose
No reason to put off going
Down the path to destruction
Come now
And hold my hand
I’ll wipe away your tears
As long as you come with me
Down the path to destruction
Good girl
You made the correct choice
I promise you will not regret
Leaving them and coming with me
Down the path to destruction
Don’t fret
Forget about your friends and family
Close your sleepy eyes and dream
About beautiful things and forget that you’re going
Down the path to destr
The Story of Kane Chapter 1 by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Chapter 1
Chapter 1
She ran as fast as her legs could take her, the soft padding of her bare feet hitting the white marble floor echoed in her ears and through the long empty hall way. They were training young Erasers today by setting loose a few of the other hybrids for the savage beasts to hunt down and retrieve. But today was going to be different; today she was going to escape this hell hole. She paused as she neared a break where the hall split into two different directions.
She breathed heavily as she looked between the two choices. “Oh no,” she said between gasps of air, “which way?” She had never gotten this far before,
The Story of Kane Prologue by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Prologue
Prologue
“Wait…please don’t do this!” A young voice cried out in terror. “I just want to go home, I want my mommy.” Tears rolled down the wide blue eyes that stared at the blinding light above. She was confused and didn’t understand what was happening. One second she was petting a horse and telling some stranger that ‘horsies’ were her favorite type of animal, and the next second she was being gagged and thrown in the trunk of a car.
She watched as the man, she had talked to about the horse, walked towards her with a long needle in one hand. “Now be a good little girl and this won&r
Show me that you love me
Through great acts of patience
Count the grains of sand in a desert
Tell me how many stars there are
And never question why
Tell me your secrets
The ones you bury oh so deep
Hoping no one discovers them
Don’t leave one unsaid
And never question why
Show me that you love me
Protect me from the greatest threats
Don’t let me parish if you can save me
Sacrifice yourself for my relief
And never question why
Buy me anything I want
Jewels that sparkle brighter than the sun
Cars that tear through the streets
A wardrobe that’s larger than a store
And never question why
Show me that you love me
Do not qu
Distance appears oblivious
To the length of time in my travel
For with every step I take I seem to stumble
Yet I dare not cease for I know better now
Even if one circles from time to time
It is far greater than subjugating oneself to stillness
I shall preserver no matter the costs
To me or any who defy what I strive for
My right to live
I saw your pet today
He sat alone
In his cage
Attempting to block out
The world
I saw your pet today
Finding out his sad story
That five long years ago
You dropped him off here
Wishing him the best of luck
I saw your pet every day
As I waited to take him home
And give him the life
He deserved
One you didn't offer
I saw your pet every day
And wondered what made
You give him up
Why you would break
Your promise
I loved him the best I could
Though I could tell
He didn't return
The feelings
I held for him
I loved him the best I could
But I knew all he wanted
Was you
The owner he had
For so many years
He let me in today
The
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
That I only could offer
Up my love to you
I see now that it never
Stood a chance against
All of their money
I’m sorry
That I promised you
My constant devotion
How silly
Of me not to realize
You wanted to have fun
I’m sorry
That I made you dinner
Each night
How inconsiderate
Of me to forget
Your plans with her
I’m sorry
That I bared
Three of your children
I should have known
You would prefer
Me to stay fit
I hope your happy now
That your decision
Will never cause you torment
I hope your happy now
And will be so
When the money is spent
And the years take their toll
On her
Kane opened up bleary eyes at the sound of the barn doors being opened, and cool spring morning air drifted all the way to her stall. She blinked a couple times in confusion to her surroundings before everything quickly came back to her in a rush. She escaped from the whitecoats and had wandered around for a while before finding a stable to rest for the night. Now the moment came for her to decide.
Kane flicked her ears back in thought, should she stay here or move on? True, the likely hood of her being found here by the Erasers was slim to none and the life would be easy but she couldn’t help but feel anxious to press on and not stay
The Story of Kane Chapter 2 by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Chapter 2
Kane’s eyes fluttered open as a breeze ruffled the leaves of the tree she was sitting under. The sun that had been blocked for so long by the thick foliage, suddenly poured down on her and then disappeared from view once more as the branches fell back into place and the leaves covered the sun above her once more. She yawned and stretched her arms feeling only a slight ting of pain on the back of her neck. Standing she looked around her wondering where she could possibly be.
Nothing looked familiar, though she didn’t know what she should be looking for to begin with. She had never been able to get outside the school. And now that
A single tear
That’s all you get
It’s all I can afford
One memory
That’s all I’ll keep
The one that I adore
After this
I’ll lock away
All my fantasies of you and me
Did you ever consider
All the pain and suffering
I’d have to endure
The looks, the whisperings
From those people
Who think it’s all true
I wish
I need
You to be here
Three seconds
That’s all I’ll give myself
Before I turn and leave it all
One
The rain pours on
Showing no sign of relent
Two
She cries for her son
And the spilling of my blood
Three
I grit my teeth
And prepare for what’s to come
I turn and leave
Follow me
There is no reason to walk alone
When we walk the same path
A long and lonely path
Down the path to destruction
Hurry up
We need to get moving
There is no time to lose
No reason to put off going
Down the path to destruction
Come now
And hold my hand
I’ll wipe away your tears
As long as you come with me
Down the path to destruction
Good girl
You made the correct choice
I promise you will not regret
Leaving them and coming with me
Down the path to destruction
Don’t fret
Forget about your friends and family
Close your sleepy eyes and dream
About beautiful things and forget that you’re going
Down the path to destr
The Story of Kane Chapter 1 by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Chapter 1
Chapter 1
She ran as fast as her legs could take her, the soft padding of her bare feet hitting the white marble floor echoed in her ears and through the long empty hall way. They were training young Erasers today by setting loose a few of the other hybrids for the savage beasts to hunt down and retrieve. But today was going to be different; today she was going to escape this hell hole. She paused as she neared a break where the hall split into two different directions.
She breathed heavily as she looked between the two choices. “Oh no,” she said between gasps of air, “which way?” She had never gotten this far before,
The Story of Kane Prologue by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
The Story of Kane Prologue
Prologue
“Wait…please don’t do this!” A young voice cried out in terror. “I just want to go home, I want my mommy.” Tears rolled down the wide blue eyes that stared at the blinding light above. She was confused and didn’t understand what was happening. One second she was petting a horse and telling some stranger that ‘horsies’ were her favorite type of animal, and the next second she was being gagged and thrown in the trunk of a car.
She watched as the man, she had talked to about the horse, walked towards her with a long needle in one hand. “Now be a good little girl and this won&r
Show me that you love me
Through great acts of patience
Count the grains of sand in a desert
Tell me how many stars there are
And never question why
Tell me your secrets
The ones you bury oh so deep
Hoping no one discovers them
Don’t leave one unsaid
And never question why
Show me that you love me
Protect me from the greatest threats
Don’t let me parish if you can save me
Sacrifice yourself for my relief
And never question why
Buy me anything I want
Jewels that sparkle brighter than the sun
Cars that tear through the streets
A wardrobe that’s larger than a store
And never question why
Show me that you love me
Do not qu
Distance appears oblivious
To the length of time in my travel
For with every step I take I seem to stumble
Yet I dare not cease for I know better now
Even if one circles from time to time
It is far greater than subjugating oneself to stillness
I shall preserver no matter the costs
To me or any who defy what I strive for
My right to live
I saw your pet today
He sat alone
In his cage
Attempting to block out
The world
I saw your pet today
Finding out his sad story
That five long years ago
You dropped him off here
Wishing him the best of luck
I saw your pet every day
As I waited to take him home
And give him the life
He deserved
One you didn't offer
I saw your pet every day
And wondered what made
You give him up
Why you would break
Your promise
I loved him the best I could
Though I could tell
He didn't return
The feelings
I held for him
I loved him the best I could
But I knew all he wanted
Was you
The owner he had
For so many years
He let me in today
The
Our love stays strong
No matter how far away.
I feel your heart beating
With every step that I take.
I want to turn back
But I can't lose this pace.
I hope you understand
That I have to grow up.
My memories are filled with us
And warm summer evenings.
My eyes water up
As I remember when we met.
I hope you're doing well
I worry about you every day.
Please just wait
I promise it will pay off.
Wait for my voice
One day I'll be back.
I can't stand it here
A world without you,
But I'm not a quitter
Somehow I need to stay strong.
Don't worry about me
Take care of yourself.
One day I'll be back
To spend those summer evenings
I miss you and your sweet smile
As I lay down and close my eyes to sleep,
Memories of you rise to the surface of my thoughts
I can't shake them.
Trust me I've tried.
So, I'm forced to relive them in my mind
Until unconsciousness mercifully takes me in its grasp.
I see your warm sweet smile,
Feel the soft touch of your skin on mine,
Hear you heart filled laugh,
And my breath is taken away by your fiery eyes.
This woman standing in front of me
Isn't you.
She stole your name and face, but the sprit I can tell
Is not there.
Come back to me please, wherever you are.
Don't leave me here to rot in my personal hell,
A world without y
Don't look at me like that
Making me feel special
More than I really am
I'm not worth loving
I don't want your smile
It's wasted on the likes of me
You deserve someone better
I'm not worth loving
Don't kid yourself
And say that you want to still give it a try
Please don't do that to me
I'm not worth loving
Spend your time chasing someone else
I can never return your feelings
For I don't know how to love myself
I'm not worth loving
It's not that I'm playing hard to get
I've simply come to terms of reality
I don't want you to waste your time
On a mess like me
I'm not worth loving
They watched from up high as a young girl came near the forest, hunger rumbled deep in their stomachs and as the woman came in they lowered down the hill towards her, knowing it would be an easy meal. For you see wolves once were able to control the weak minded with their commands, they couldn't help but follow what they were being told, for this fact it was a rule that they weren't allowed to hunt humans, the most weak minded of all.
Only one spoke out though as they crept closer, it was a young runt who knew that they might be punished for such a crime, but even though his words were true and sensible the alphas silenced him and moved forw
Don't Think With Your Heart by 1axelfan, literature
Literature
Don't Think With Your Heart
When my brain is away on
Vacation
My heart gets broken
Again and again
I keep telling myself I won't
Allow it
To happen again
But then I met
You
And I told my brain to go
Since I didn't like
What it was saying
About you and all I can do now
Is hope
My wounded heart won't be
Broken by you
Edit-Hit the Ground Running by 1axelfan, literature
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Edit-Hit the Ground Running
"You need to hit the ground running."
That's what I've always been told,
But I missed my step it seems,
And instead of running
I fell awkwardly
And broke my
Legs.
I crawled after those
Who moved on
Trying to get to the finish
Line and catch up to those
Who were leaving me behind.
I've crawled long and hard but
I'm done trying,
I'm through pretending I
Care.
I just want to lie down
And soak in my misery.
Allow the excoriating pain
To swallow me.
Knowing that even
If I had tried
I would still come dead last.
Make sure you do
The things that
You want to do the
Most before anything else.
Don't say that you'll
Do them tomorrow
Because it might not
Come as you expected it would.
The memories you want to create,
And the ones you want to leave behind
With the people that you care about,
Is something that we could all work on.
Lifes don't last forever
But the memories that we leave behind
Are entirnal, so make sure
They are filled with good times.
That book that is sitting on your shelf
That you are dying to read but
Since you are so busy with things
That won't matter when you die
It stays on that shelf collecting dust.
Read the bes
Don't forget
The day that we met
Don't forget
Those awkward moments
Don't forget
How we became friends
Don't forget
Those late nights
We spent up
Don't forget
The long weekends together
Don't forget
That time we accidently kissed
When I tripped into you
Don't forget
How you wouldn't return
Any of my messages
Don't forget
When I walked the two hours
To your house
In the rain to talk to you about it
And most importantly
Don't forget
About the time that
You said good bye.
A wound to the heart
Is the most fatal thing.
I lost a friend.
She has gone to a place where
No mail goes and
There is no phone signal.
I have lost my most best friend
And it was all my fault.
I was standing right
There.
But I couldn't help her.
I will never forget
How her smile would warm me up.
Her laugh would make me go to her will.
She was wonderful. And amazing.
At first I tried to laugh away the pain.
Like you wipe tears away before anyone sees them.
But the pain dug
Into my heart. Like
A rusty, ruby red dagger
Poisoned at the tip with guilt.
Never can I tell my crime.
That I was there and
Couldn't help her.
I want to thank all of my friends for helping me out on the contest I was in. LOL even if you made an account just to vote for me I greatly appreciate it. The contest isn't over yet so please still vote for me :)
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My shareboarder gave me her 30 day notice because she is looking for a taller horse (18hands) and now Penny is back on the market for leasing. If you or anyone you know is looking to lease a Show English Horse message me
here is the FB page for her leasing http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=304328196337848&saved#!/MyNewCopperPenny
here is a video of her jumping http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=2092037158480&set=vb.1771821160&type=3 if you have a problem with watching this link tell me and i will give you a different video to watch :)
Guess who just got her Microsoft Word today???? ME!
LOL thats right so keep an eye open for all of my new postings ^^
also if you have any requests for a drawing or story you want to see just write a comment and i will put that on my list of things i plan to do for DA
Hey dear, Can you possibly send me another picture of your horse. I was having a little trouble with the reins in the way when I was doing the portrait of your hose. Would it be possible for you to take a picture for me of the horse without the reins. I can't really see the anatomy of the face.
here is the only one i could find at the moment, i am going to the stables tonight and will be able to take more pics of her 1axelfan.deviantart.com#/art/T…